there are many many things
that
i couldnt explain
i dont know what
i don know why
i dont know how
i thought about it
more than twice
i still have no clue
some people are just weird
ok
i know i am weird enough
every time
people like to ask me
what do you want
i wonder
do you actually really know what do you want
when you question me
and what if i give you a solid answer
do you believe me
you doubt it
i know
ok
my alcohol tolerance is omg low now
my stomach couldnt take hard liquor too
nice
my top eyelashes are messed up
i want to cut them all off
but i cant
it would be fugly if i have lower lashes but top is bald
i had nothing to do
and i couldnt fall asleep
i tried to stretch myself
omg
i am old
i am not flexible anymore
i used to sit straight and put my foot behind my head
i cant even sit straight touch my toes and feel no pain now
damn damn damn
ok
my dryer is still spinning
i should sleep now
gonna go watch dance competition later
if only i can make it
lol
oh ya
i saw love
ronneil has a gf now
she's as weird as ronneil according to ron
they are happy
jana has a little bf
she's glowing
they are happy
they found love when i was gone
i saw love
i think
eventually people will find their significant someone
it takes time
no rushing
if he's yours he's yours
if she's yours she's yours
of course you have to do something
what matters the most?
do you enjoy the companion.
do you trust him/ her.
are you truly happy.
happy people make me happy.
ok maybe not real real happy.
but it's not a negative feeling.
there's a person in my life.
he makes me happy.
for real.
magic.
as long as we spend time together.
no matter what we do.
i would be happy.
yes.
i am serious.
i am not depress all the time.
but i dont portray the image that i am a happy person.
or i am optimistic.
i always say i am actually easy to please.
but what you usually get from me is my "okkkkk...."
i dont know
but i wasnt unhappy
but i wasnt happy either
fine
done.
sleep.
i love ladygaga.
HUH?
