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Sunday, 13 May 2012

  • happy mama day

     

    my mama knows me so well 

    she said all i want to do is to win since i was a kid

    yea what else is there to do right

    but i gave up on competition already and she hasn't noticed yet

     

    my weird taste of clothing inherited from my mama

     

    i am possibly the kid who wants to talk the least

    i don't usually share anything

    and i always say bye then fly away

    i guess she didn't expect that from me

    but i am always listening

    i know you want me to be home desperately

    i know i said no to you but i will put that thought in my mind

     

    love you. 

     

Wednesday, 09 May 2012

  • 浮云

    nana the niece was running around in the mall, i told her to hold hand and she didn't want to, i told her she has to hold my hand because i might be lost. she replied i wont, i told her i will. therefore she was holding my hand the entire time. then we went to eat. after eating she came to sit next to me and asked if i want her to hold hand again. i told her of course because i might be lost if she doesn't. 

    nana: 小姨你去牵你朋友的手啦

    ppsw: 小姨没有朋友咧

    nana: 你去跟你不好的朋友牵手啦

    ppsw: 不要啦小姨自己一个人

    nana: 小姨那你自己一个人要take care自己

    we left the restaurant and she ran to hold my hand. she told everyone that she has to hold the little girl girl's hand. since she can't run around with the sister, she hold my hand while shouted to the sister do no run because you just ate. she's 4 btw. 

    brother dropped me off at the airport 7 hours before my flight

    he told me stories

    i felt lucky and bad at the same time

    terribly bad 

    omgwtfsuper bad kinda bad

    because of my away

     

    cha the niece and jian showed up at changi airport before i fly away. 

    ppsw: if one day i tell you i am coming back for good for a guy it means i have too much love.

    jian: one day i will tell you i am getting married and you have to come back to be my hengtai

    ppsw: can i

    jian: yea y not

    ppsw: then i want to drive the bridal car

    jian: sure

    ppsw: where to get so much love

    jian: i don't know but if she has so much love i think i will have so much love too.

     

    flight was the worst ever ever

    singapore - tokyo

    i sat next next to a little cute japanese boy who is probably 2-3 years old

    he couldn't stop talking

    and since he's so adorable, many people walked pass by and would stop and seduce him

    tokyo - msp

    i sat right next to a 10 months old canadian baby

    the bassinet was right in front of me

    go imagine

    i slept for 12 hours since I landed

    and still feeling like shit now

    and mr bf has being extra dramatic 

    oh god

     

     

    i just want to go back to school 

     

Monday, 07 May 2012

  • 坚持个屁

    i am still bumming around at home because my flight was canceled for the first time in five years. luggage is packed. i don't understand why people want me to come back so badly. even nana the niece asked me not to fly so that she can see me and i can play with her. father called earlier and asked where i am, i told him home duh. he asked why didn't i fly. i don't get it. when i want to fly you asked me not to and when i am not flying you asked me to fly. hello hello. why oh why. 

    the five weeks were pretty busy. very contented i would say. flew back from minnie. flew to redang. flew back. flew to melbourne. flew back. went to tioman. went to singapore at least 3 times in a week. flew to subang. fly to minnie later. i realized it was a wise plan. i did what i thought i would do. 

    a mei was amazing. i didn't shed a tear though which is weird. haha. but i am sure i want to see her again. 

    so i am going to minnie later. to finish school and work 700 hours to get LPC. which will take at least a year. depends on if my school screw me over again or not. 

    sigh. 

    miss me. ok. 

     

Monday, 23 April 2012

  • losers are lame

    the easiest way for losers to feel better at themselves is to talk shit about other people

    they won't try to improve themselves or figure what they want 

    what they do all day long is find ways to make everyone else look bad

    no matter it's related to them or not

    they talk about neighbors friends' friends or anything they heard of or not

    they twist the story and make everything sounds so horrible

    or they talk shit about what if this that then what bla shit

     

    seriously

    you bored yet?

    you are not superior yet though

     

Sunday, 22 April 2012

  • 2 weeks baby

    2 weeks left in Malaysia

    you see me or you don't

    my mama has been feeding me like she just adopted a severe nutrition deficit african kid 

    of course she succeeds and i am like a ballon now

    i looked at the mirror today and wanted to scream

    hello bootcamp when I am back to states

     

    ps. my parents changed my chinese name. i know.