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Wednesday, 18 November 2009

  • Composite Landscape

    My second assignment of photography class


    I went out and took the pictures with Ron at 3.30am in snow.
    Ron did the composite.


    I took the pictures with Tommy at 2am.
    I didnt do the composite, Ron did it.
    but I added the smart car by myself! lol


    This is my work.
    I took the pictures and everything.

     
    My professor graded it. B!
    are you kidding me?

    bah.




Monday, 16 November 2009

  • i dont talk to idiot

    people called and texted me this morning
    they wondered what happened

    i know who brought strangers
    i know who threw up
    i know
    fuck you
    i will make you pay

    i paid a price to see who's my real friend
    nothing could make up.
    i cant think of anything.
    you can tell me if you know.

    i am tired.
    i have a headache.

    yea.
    i am a whiny bitch
    i am a cry baby
    so what

    if everything happens again
    i will do the same thing
    and more
    i dont feel sorry


    i think i can kill somebody if i am mad enough
    i dont need anger management




    tw.
    we never like birthday.
    we never like human.
    we have no trust at anyone.


Sunday, 15 November 2009

  • birthday party?

    i dont like birthday
    they fucked me up good
    it proved that birthday is not my thing

    i didnt get drunk
    i got cut on finger and knee
    somebody broke the glass
    somebody pushed me i fell on it
    i have bruises all over my leg
    i walked 7 blocks to go home with 5 inches heels in cold
    i paid a bill that even the owner asked r u sure
    a total of 6 bottles. 3 of them are free.
    8 redbulls 2 greygoose 1 patron on the bill.
    i know the patron.
    i dont drink rb or goose.
    none of my close friends got drunk or tipsy.

    people brought friends
    those fuckers didnt say hi or happy birthday
    they created a mess
    they took my limo to my house
    sitting at my couch
    yes.
    i fucked everyone up
    of course

    i broke my iphone
    it wont get charge
    the home button is not responding
    i dont feel like fixing it

    i dont want anything to happen on monday or tuesday
    leave me alone

    i had a fucking birthday
    and
    my finger still hurt

    you know what.
    you guys dont deserve me
    i am done

    but i was surprised to see some of my friends to show up
    thanks to tyrone nina lan chelsie and jerry. i am sorry for not spending much time with you guys.

    thanks to tram and thai to walk home with me
    thanks to ron for helping me. maybe you should reconsider me as your friend or not. i create trouble.

    last. i still love kay and tommy.

    but.
    leave me alone.
    i know i need new friend.
    yea
    i am going home next year.
    i need a secured safety place for me to rest first
    i run away all the time
    and so this time too


    bye
    i deactivated my facebook
    my iphone is dead


Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • pre-birthday

    yes. i just threw up in a club.
    from 1.15 shots of patron.
    i ate right before heading there.
    my stomach is fucked up.
    from trying to be a vegetarian.
    i quit after 1.5 - 2 weeks.
    i woke up with a serious stomachache ever since.
    whatever i put inside my mouth
    my stomach said no

    yes. i am repeating the stomach gg period that i had before.
    no drinking lesser food dinner before 8
    ok
    i dont know
    but i am not taking med this time
    i called in to make an appointment to see a doctor today
    she said the earliest is friday
    fts i am not going

    it's my lunar birthday today
    i will turn off my phone when i go to bed
    i am not carrying my phone tomorrow
    pizza dinner at 7
    no matter what i still need to eat

    i am not drinking on my party this saturday
    i dont want to die yet
    i don care what people say
    they cant force me
    i am who i am
    if i say no it's a no

    i threw up from jd when i was in iowa
    i threw up from patron today
    am i done with alcohol?
    yes. for a while. at least.
    i coughed out the second shot and threw up.

    can you believe that?
    wtf. i know right.

    it might for a good reason.
    my body is telling me to stop drinking.
    time to straighten up my life.
    time to stop bullshit.
    yea. i am officially done with all the messiness or whatsoever.


    i am FREE from anything anyone for my birthday.
    yes.
    it's a good thing.


    i want a hair cut later.


    say HappyChineseBirthday to me.
    email it to paopaoswee gmail




Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Paopaoswee's 22nd Birthday!

    My birthday is on Nov 17th.
    I am turning 22nd.




    Do not hesitate to send me present.

    Swee
    PO Box 3609
    Minneapolis, MN 55403
    USA






    The invitation »»







    Let me know if you can make it.
    I want to see everyone of you.


    If you show up, you will make my day.
    no.
    you will make my year.
    so.
    PLEASE ATTEND MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!


    I will have a small birthday dinner gathering on Nov 17.
    whichever works for you.



    Do not be perasan if you didnt get the invitation from me on facebook.
    You know I dont care if you get perasan too.











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    • Name: Swee Chen
    • Birthday: 11/17/1987
    • Gender: Female
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